An expensive lesson

I think my body clock has been screwed up beyond repair. What a weekend it had been!

What was supposed to be a one night affair became a full blown weekend adventure with minimal sleep and massive obsessive thoughts with winning. At the end of it, when the exhilaration from all the money being passed back and forth fizzled out, my brain was numb and simply too drained to really figure out the effect of the loss on me until my next paycheque comes in.

It was expensive, that's for sure. And also scary how unrestrained sometimes I could be.